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Sakura94
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- Nov 26, 2020
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I know for me bc my family is still alive I want to stick around for them. Being in better shape helps me cope better with being alive while I don't want to be here.super sorry to ask, but why would you stay fit, or, dare i say, for which purpose, if you'll ctb nevertheless?
super sorry to ask, but why would you stay fit, or, dare i say, for which purpose, if you'll ctb nevertheless?
I started walking at night.
I walk for miles at night, and do lots of pull ups
Well, I don't walk alone, I walk with a housemate. I prefer at night because there are fewer people on the street and it's been a nice couple of nights. I don't feel like sunbathing or anything like that.There is a recovery board here too. I didn't make this thread in the suicide section but maybe I should have put it in the recovery section rather than offtopic.
Anyway it's due to health reasons, there is little use being in worse state of health than before. Not doing exercise won't kill me but I'll feel worse. Walking is bare minimal really. Sometimes I make efforts to improve myself before plunging to new lows. This past week is one of those.
Why night? I'm too spooked to walk at night.
I hate going around when people are out unless I absolutely have to. Also night is simply comfy, thats the time when the days done, no obligations or responsibilities, just right for a nice walk with some tunes before heading back for bed.Why night? I'm too spooked to walk at night.
Yes I see the appeal. But another thing I don't like about night is everyone walks their dogs. Everyone seems to have one now. And usually they are the bad ones that can't go out during the day. I did start walking at night and discovered this.I hate going around when people are out unless I absolutely have to. Also night is simply comfy, thats the time when the days done, no obligations or responsibilities, just right for a nice walk with some tunes before heading back for bed.