Discussion What comes after Sanctioned Suicide?

[CFLoser]

i mean, for you, if you ever stop finding the need/desire to visit this site, what comes next for you?

Maybe this is me being short sided, but this is the only forum I browse and it's my only contact with online people besides my bf.

So, if you are like me, what's next?

 

[Meretlein]

Death.

 

[Broken]

i mean, for you, if you ever stop finding the need/desire to visit this site, what comes next for you?

Maybe this is me being short sided, but this is the only forum I browse and it's my only contact with online people besides my bf.

So, if you are like me, what's next?

Hopefully recovery and get back to living a fulfilled life

 

[Its911]

i mean, for you, if you ever stop finding the need/desire to visit this site, what comes next for you?

Maybe this is me being short sided, but this is the only forum I browse and it's my only contact with online people besides my bf.

So, if you are like me, what's next?

Your name in grey crossed out.

 

[Redt2go]

i mean, for you, if you ever stop finding the need/desire to visit this site, what comes next for you?

Maybe this is me being short sided, but this is the only forum I browse and it's my only contact with online people besides my bf.

So, if you are like me, what's next?

Maybe you could find some people irl who don't mind talking about death every once in a while?

 

[Wolfjob_dayjob]

Great idea, like Death Salons (never been) but as long as they aren't too hoity toity and cliquish...

 

[brighter]

I don't care if I'm alive or dead, just as long as I am no longer in pain

 

[RottenOdysseus]

I'll probably drift from site to site or I'll get some cope hobby outside of this site. That or I will be dead.

 

[Meretlein]

I'll probably drift from site to site or I'll get some cope hobby outside of this site. That or I will be dead.

Are you from Greece by any chance?

 

[RottenOdysseus]

Are you from Greece by any chance?

No Im just getting a minor in classical studies so I know a tiny amount of ancient Greek.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I hope death. I can't fake being OK anymore--and that's what most other people, even other suicidal people, appear to need. And the isolation isn't doable anymore.

 

[21Neberg]

Ofcourse I'd love to be dead, but honestly it's possible that I'll leave this site alive. That's because I'm giving life another try with the help of a psychiatrist. However, the mental heatlh system is extremely bad. My therapist was supposed to send information to my doctor so she could refer me to a psychiatrists' clinic two weeks ago, but when I saw my doctor today to get the referral and meds she told me that she never got an e-mail from my therapist. So that's great - not a step closer to getting help I guess.

 

[Grey-zone]

No Im just getting a minor in classical studies so I know a tiny amount of ancient Greek.

Have read a lot of classical literature myself since adolescence, have large stacks of dead-tree books in the bedroom I've gone through and will go through.
Just finishing Tacitus. Whose your favorite classical author?

 

[Onomotopoeia]

My life is an exercise in passing time. I rather obsessively find ways to take up my time and eventually move on I expect this will be the same. If i'm being honest at this stage it seems unlikely I will ever CTB. So the likely extension after this site will just be some other random time wasting forum/game/waste of time.

I wish I had the real capability to imagine something beyond that but all my imagination died with my childhood.

 

[Psilo]

I want to get high on shroomies thats whats next for me! Cosmic high and then die!

Not really a plan, but I got nothing else right now...

 

[Life sucks]

Ctb or filling my life my with distractions until death

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Death.

 

[Grey-zone]

My life is an exercise in passing time. I rather obsessively find ways to take up my time and eventually move on I expect this will be the same. If i'm being honest at this stage it seems unlikely I will ever CTB. So the likely extension after this site will just be some other random time wasting forum/game/waste of time.

I wish I had the real capability to imagine something beyond that but all my imagination died with my childhood.

I have no imagination either and haven't been able to envision any kind of future for myself since at least early/mid adolescence. This is a big part of why I still live with my parents--I have never had any clue what to do, but just pass the time, one day the same as the next. It's not even depression, just a total blank. I don't think my mind makes the necessary connections, unfortunately.