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SufferingInDenmark
Experienced
- Feb 21, 2025
- 227
#1 SN, preferably while in the water, so if it doesn't work, at least i will drown when i'm unconscious.
but i'm scared to order that in my own name, and now the site is gone?
#2 hmm... i'm not even sure. probably go in the pool when i feel there's a seizure on the way (i have epilepsy)
or maybe even do things to up my chances of a seizure, and then go in the pool or jacuzzi or whatever.
it's difficult tho, if it's a public pool, because people would be trying to get me out and "save" me.
but at least it would look like an accident, so my family wouldn't be EXTRA upset to find out it was a suicide.
#3 let me think..............................
if i could find a tall place where i can jump from, WHERE I'M SURE THERE WILL BE NO OTHER PEOPLE,
then i could do that.
for example, from a bridge and into a dried out river.
because i don't want to drift away and never be found.
i want to be found ASAP. i don't wanna go reported missing
fuck it, let me add a #4 also:
BBQ grill inside a tent, outside.
i don't have a car.
i don't wanna do it in a room, because it can be dangerous for people who come and find the corpse.
but if it's done outside, then it's much safer.
but i'm scared to order that in my own name, and now the site is gone?
#2 hmm... i'm not even sure. probably go in the pool when i feel there's a seizure on the way (i have epilepsy)
or maybe even do things to up my chances of a seizure, and then go in the pool or jacuzzi or whatever.
it's difficult tho, if it's a public pool, because people would be trying to get me out and "save" me.
but at least it would look like an accident, so my family wouldn't be EXTRA upset to find out it was a suicide.
#3 let me think..............................
if i could find a tall place where i can jump from, WHERE I'M SURE THERE WILL BE NO OTHER PEOPLE,
then i could do that.
for example, from a bridge and into a dried out river.
because i don't want to drift away and never be found.
i want to be found ASAP. i don't wanna go reported missing
fuck it, let me add a #4 also:
BBQ grill inside a tent, outside.
i don't have a car.
i don't wanna do it in a room, because it can be dangerous for people who come and find the corpse.
but if it's done outside, then it's much safer.