What are your last thoughts going to be?

[esistzeit]

What do you want them to be?

When my vision starts to fade, it is likely that I will think about all the things that I didn't do and I'll be filled with regret.

But I hope that at the last moment I'm able to let it everything go. I hope I am able to feel some sort of wisdom, and maybe even laugh at the twisted joke that is life.

What about you?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Relief. Pure relief.

 

[greeneyedgirl]

Thinking of my children definitely

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Once i know i am about to die i will thinK . finally! I finally was able to do it and escape this hell , the only rational act of my life

I win the final victory which is what counts

all my problems are solved now instantly and forever , I'm out of danger of suffering extreme torture . all the horrible things undone vanished as if they never existed or happened

back to non-existence this time forever . it's like going back in time to the year 1859 when Darwin wrote the theory of evolution i didn't exist then and had no problems then

non-existence forever no pain no suffering no problems no bad memories ever

I didn't have any problems before i was born for all of 13.8 bilion years. the problems began for me when they birthed me in to this evil world as a fragile decaying small animal whose brain is capable of suffering unending constant unbearable pain.

I don't want any part of this evil prison world and evil life . this horrible imposition undone, this abomination called life undone, from my point of view it's as if this whole evil world doesn't exist and never did and niether did i 30 trillion monstrous cells and a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain for no reason but an evil imposition

What did i do all my life only what they programmed me to do since i was born a child ,mostly form 0 to 7 but all my life. are any of those garbage addictions meaningful or important that i did like watching youtube videos, sports, news , media , social media , movies , TV , etc ? no that's all meaningless garbage. all i did was suffer in this evil prison hell.



this is just page 1 of out a 1000 page book and not even 1% of how bad i found out how bad life is and how much i want to leave it

 

[inevitablesomewhere]

My brain interpreted a car accident as a near-death experience. I remember the car coming up into my dash, thinking "holy shit. this is it." I had so many rapid thoughts of people I loved, and I clearly remember a whispering voice that said "I love you." I know it sounds stupid, but that's what happened when I really thought I was going to die. (Note I am not religious by any means)

I hope when it is my time, that I feel all the love I felt for those I've lost since then. It would be a real comfort.

 

[CantDoIt]

I feel like I'll have a lot of regrets and guilt but I feel that I'm finished in general.

 

[Madison98]

As my final moments approach, my thoughts will gently drift to my children, my past, and the unfulfilled dreams that I would never be able to pursue. I'll find solace in the promise of eternal rest, a peace that eluded me in life. If I've made amends and settled my affairs, I'll depart without regret, my heart free from the weight of it.

I will be hoping that those who loved me will understand the depth of my pain and forgive my decision to seek peace. May they remember me with compassion and not with anger. I long to be reunited with those who left this world before me, including my dear friend who departed himself from suicide earlier this year. I would think about how much I wanted to tell him I loved him, for he was the only person that accepted me for who I really was.

 

[offbalance]

I've not done a lot of stuff I wanted to do but I've been held back by mental illness my whole life so I'm trying to clear that regret before I take my final breaths. Interesting question though, I'm kind of hoping my mind will be at peace and cleared of all thoughts, like a meditative state, all attachments to the earthly realm gone.

 

[iloveloving]

Hopefully of my mom. She brings me comfort.

 

[SketchTurner]

silently looking in to the void and hoping something answers all this

 

[VoidedExistence]

Fucking finally.

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

I don't know! I can't tell the future. I'll have to see.

 

[HarryCobean]

"Hurry up, this is taking too long"

 

[pearlontherange]

This might sound weird but my favorite video game. The aesthetics and soundtrack were so good, it truly changed my life. There's one track in particular that makes my feel really content and that my life is fading into something beautiful. Also my fam ofc because I love them a lot.

 

[Kassiee]

Probably being excited for real peace forever

 

[Gone soon]

Probably I'll fear until the last second that something might go wrong

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

"Fuck, I hope this works"

 

[nobob]

I'm so desperate to die, I don't even care about my browsing history. I just don't care anymore. No suicide note. I don't care who gets my belongings. I don't care about my funeral. I just want it to end.

 

[maynoname]

Probably a thought for my ex, one of the only people who made me feel happy during these 25 years

 

[zerocontrol]

I feel like my brain would be too busy firing on all cylinders from SI to think of anything specific, but there is one thing I'd want to see in my head during my last few seconds alive. Might sound very dumb and naive, but I'd love to imagine being firmly hugged by one specific fictional character I wish I could have had as a friend in real life. I don't think there's afterlife or anything alike, but I still want to believe that your last thought is something that somehow stays with you forever in one way or the other.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

My last thoughts will be of me in immense pain and wishing that I was alive due to SI. This doesn't mean that I don't want to be dead. I do see death as a relief but, unfortunately, since the only suicide methods which I can access are the risky, painful and brutal ones, my final thoughts won't be nice.

If I were to die by euthanasia or nembutal, my final thoughts would be more positive and I'd be more focused on how I'd be in eternal peace after death. It's so cruel that I'm forced to die brutally. I loathe other humans so much for making death extremely regulated

 

[deathtakeme]

Probably irrational thoughts in order to keep me alive. So instead, it will have to be a ritual or gesture of some sort: feed the cat that's been keeping me company, make sure he's taken care of, message my friend about our shared interest one last time and make sure she's alright, put my phone away and get on with it.

 

[AllHopeIsLost]

Wishing I could go back to the start and try again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hoping that I finally get to be at peace and that I never suffer in this existence again, personally I'd feel relieved if I knew I was going to die for certain, all I wish is to be permanently unconscious for all eternity with this cruel, painful and torturous existence all forgotten about.

 

[outrider567]

My dead girlfriend, and all the great times we had

 

[Ironborn]

"Thank fuck that's over."

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

"You really did it, you finally found the courage to hang yourself!" Will be hopfully my last thoughts and not: "What have you done!" Before I step off the stool I would ideally think nothing, only act like drilled soldier.

 

[VoidedExistence]

Fucking finally.

But really, my intrusive thoughts would probably come up and I would end up thinking about something fucked up that I will make me very upset and that is how I will be dying, being haunted and tortured by my own mind and thoughts till the end.

 

[Gangrel]

probably terror that my death is happening

 

[AbusedInnocent]

probably something like "HOLY SHIT I'M GONNA DIE, THIS IS TERRIFYING, WHAT AM I DOING"

And then I'll finally be at peace.