chlorine

chlorine

I am free, therefore I am lost.
Apr 12, 2019
217
Some of my fears are social embarrassment, failure, rejection and losing my mind completely. Pet peeves I'd say when people talk without knowing shit about what they're saying or people who tell you that they understand how you are feeling when they clearly don't.
 
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Davy

Davy

Have a great day!
Mar 24, 2019
144
My worst fear is failing to ctb and ending up trapped as a vegetable.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I fear the day I must decide to die in cold mood (irritated is more easy). I don't know if I'll be able. But, I just need to remember the millions of years I've been death without problems.
I fear celebrations and mostly my own. It makes me anxious to be the center of the attention.
I hate unexpected expenses.
 
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Hhhh

Exhausted
Apr 6, 2019
29
My worst fear is finding out there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. Ive been feeling like dying for so long, and all the trips to the doctors, blood tests, whatever came in stating im just fine. Besides my usual malnutrition, im healthy as ever. It broke me, because i feel like dying, everything hurts and im just... Dysfunctional completely. Now im in the middle of checking out my mental health state, and if i find out nothing is wrong... Im gone. Theres no helping me after this.
 
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chlorine

chlorine

I am free, therefore I am lost.
Apr 12, 2019
217
My worst fear is finding out there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. Ive been feeling like dying for so long, and all the trips to the doctors, blood tests, whatever came in stating im just fine. Besides my usual malnutrition, im healthy as ever. It broke me, because i feel like dying, everything hurts and im just... Dysfunctional completely. Now im in the middle of checking out my mental health state, and if i find out nothing is wrong... Im gone. Theres no helping me after this.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. But honestly, I think that medical tests, mental health tests and diagnosis are just labels. I don't think you need a label to be able to tell you're not fine. Even if what you are feeling does not corrispond to any kind of medical diagnosis, that does not mean your pain is not valid and not worth being recognized.
 

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