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Leonard_Bangley39

Member
Nov 6, 2025
31
It probably sounds kinda silly, but theres a lit of anime that I wish i could watch before I ctb, but i just dont have the time to be able to. Especially One Piece, I love One Piece, ive been keeping up to date with the manga for years and years and i really wish i could see the ending, but i wont be able to stick around long enough to see it.
 
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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30
Oct 27, 2025
47
It probably sounds kinda silly, but theres a lit of anime that I wish i could watch before I ctb, but i just dont have the time to be able to. Especially One Piece, I love One Piece, ive been keeping up to date with the manga for years and years and i really wish i could see the ending, but i wont be able to stick around long enough to see it.

Watch all the movies and TV shows on my "to watch" list
Go camping
Go fishing
Visit destinations in my state (Lake Lanier, Savannah, Okefenoke swamp)
Play more video games and get people to play the multiplayer ones with me
Escape this house and my "family"
Feel loved and cared for
Have people to do stuff with besides playing video games
Visit the Appalachian mountains...
Then go into the Appalachian wilderness and die
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.
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There's actually a lot of things I still want to do but this fucking piece of shit world sucks and I have no place in it so I won't be able to do much before I die.
 
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totno

New Member
Nov 1, 2025
2
I've wanted to visit Yellowstone National Park in the USA, however unfortunately this seems to be becoming increasingly more unlikely.
 
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scordatura

scordatura

Emptiness
Sep 12, 2025
44
I'd have liked to be able to consider myself a good musician before I die.
Or... I suppose it's a bit cheesy but... maybe having a healthy relationship once before I die?
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
138
so many things i couldn't begin to cover them all... but when lack of motivation or will arise one is left seeing how futile experience can be. i am not deserving nor am i capable.
 
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ZornTheDreaded

Member
Oct 29, 2025
27
I've already seen and done enough here
 
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Suizid

Suizid

i don't want to be here
Sep 17, 2025
88
I did alot of stuff i thought i want to do like going to Festivals, Concerts or Traveling. I learned that most things are just meh when you do it alone. I don't think life is worth it when you cant share it with anyone.

I'm just going to live in agony until i finally have the Courage to ctb. ☺️

Well... actually i'm planning one last big Trip through Europe on my bike. I'm currently saving money to travel for a year, just a couple of months left of saving. I plan to ctb at the end of the Trip. Chronic pain in my eyes and stomach + crippling loneliness and Depression are making life unbearable.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,200
I wish I could hear her voice one last time. I'll never hear it again. It's the way it had to be. She'll be happy and I'll be dead.
 

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