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_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
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blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
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how early on you can destroy your future.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Lack of choice. Right from the start- if we'd been given the choice, most of us wouldn't be here to begin with!

Plus- the illusion of choice. It's not like they can do it any other way I suppose but we're lead to believe early on that we can be anything we want. I mean- maybe that's better than saying we're doomed to fail! Still, realistically, our choices in life are limited by our genetics, financial background and circumstances. Of course- there are those who succeed against all the odds stacked against them. I wonder if they have more determined genes though, 😆 or supportive people around them. I don't know but yeah- how free are we to choose really? Wrong choices tend to incur horrible consequences.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That it exists, I see existence as being a horrific and tragic mistake in the first place, it's absolutely disgusting how so much unnecessary suffering has been experienced all throughout history, I despise existence because of the extreme amounts of torture it has created. And then despite this, it's replusive how delusional humans force more life into this hell and ban peaceful ways to leave, it's just bad enough that life exists but it's even worse how humans want to make existence into a prison where one cannot easily free themselves. There are no amount of words that can describe how much I despise existence, there should just be nothingness instead, to me only nothingness is acceptable, existence repulses me.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Thousands of things but most of all extreme constant unending unbearable pain .

Only existence life , the brain consciousness sentience is what creates the torture of extreme pain

But they constantly tell us that is beautiful

The "fun" things are just useless addictions that distract from the extreme pain that is highly probable

Is that clickbait YouTube video worth the worst kind of pain?
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
I definitely hate society. I hate how ineffective depression treatments are. I hate society, that's for sure. I hate how it takes a lifetime of fucking up and ruining your future till you're old enough and wise enough to realize you'd change all you did, but now it's too late. I hate society, no doubt about that. I hate liars, backstabbers and turncoats, which is the majority of society and I hate society.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Mage
May 10, 2023
526
The expectations of being straight, financially self sufficient, and thin. Not having a partner or even any friends in the state where I now live. How fucking expensive and energy draining it is just to meet basic needs and live day to day.
 
oh_no191

oh_no191

“Is it better to speak or to die?”
Jun 11, 2023
56
How one grade slip will fuck up my future and people. I hate people ngl.
 

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