OK_Smile
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- Jan 23, 2019
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Kyrok
Paragon
- Nov 6, 2018
- 970
Respiratory depressants including opioids and benzodiazepines.
Opioids. Though I have no idea how you're going to get a deadly amount. In my experience it's hard enough just to get a limited amount of wussy Vicodin. In years past I was able to get 50 Vicodin in a script, so 250 mg of hydrocodone which isn't likely to cause death. And then you have to remember that it's mixed with a shitload of Tylenol that will destroy your liver, killing you slowly.
Phenobarbital is another possibility though again you're not going to get it, unless you have seizures. Hemingway's grand daughter killed herself with it.
Amitriptyline is a possibility and it's discussed as a method on this forum. I think you need 8,000+ mg (you can look it up), which could take a hell of a long time to stockpile. It can be used for insomnia, or nerve pain. It's an antidepressant and once in a rare while is still used for depression. It would only be tried if someone had already tried and failed SSRIs.
Phenobarbital is another possibility though again you're not going to get it, unless you have seizures. Hemingway's grand daughter killed herself with it.
Amitriptyline is a possibility and it's discussed as a method on this forum. I think you need 8,000+ mg (you can look it up), which could take a hell of a long time to stockpile. It can be used for insomnia, or nerve pain. It's an antidepressant and once in a rare while is still used for depression. It would only be tried if someone had already tried and failed SSRIs.
Suicidal4Ever
Specialist
- Sep 22, 2018
- 330
My doc keeps prescribing me ssris for my anxiety should i ask for a benzo like xanax instead or do you think that doc would see that as a red flag.
inconsequential
Enlightened
- Jun 1, 2019
- 1,011
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
- 2,121
opiates and barbiturates.
If it's deadly enough that people often ctb by accident just because it feels too fucking pleasurable, that's the drug I want.
Double-dose, and right away, please and thankyou.
If it's deadly enough that people often ctb by accident just because it feels too fucking pleasurable, that's the drug I want.
Double-dose, and right away, please and thankyou.
A red flag that indicates what?
Yes, you should definitely ask for Xanax (or any other benzo). It might actually work. I'm an oddity in that benzos don't work for me even in sky-high dosage.
Ruffian
Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
- Jan 16, 2019
- 696
How on point could you be today? I just got a script for Amitryptyline's cousin. I am going to make another go at life, at least I feel that way at the moment. If it doesn't work out then I'm stockpiling. I obviously gained some patience about suicide from this forum. A decent death takes as much thought as a decent life. This Amitryptiline cocktail can be researched in wiki books, if you're not aware. Read it in it's entirety, a team of doctors developed it, and reputedly would be as reliable as N, if carried out correctly. OK_Smile, good luck, good info is on here. I always wanted to OD peacefully, but I think a lifetime abuse of drugs affected my chance of success. I would definitely need 2 bottles of N, and I'm too scared to try to get it through customs. I don't know what your situation is, but if you've never used opiates/opioids and you combine it with Benzos, it MAY work. I learned so much about ODs from another website, and even more good info is in the Resources thread. Actual research, not people's opinions. There's even an out of print book that thoroughly details methods with a whole chapter on drugs and poisons. It's by Geo Stone, but I forget the name of the book. It is one of the greatest reads of my life. Good luck with your research.
I swallowed 120 of these and got found, I had been out a long time., like 8 hours. I got charcoal and it was one of the worst experiences ever. I was involuntarily committed, had to go to court to get out. The nurse that took me cut me a break and left the shackles off. I did not have a tolerance at the time, so if you want to try this one, give yourself a lot of time to not get found. You also will most likely have seizures as a result and it will affect your memory and cognition if you survive. I used to be really intelligent and a great writer. A failed OD wreaks all kinds of havoc.
There is a lot of suppressed research about how when SSRIs were developed they actually increased anxiety and had to be paired with a benzo. Yes it's risky asking for a benzo, the doc may see you as a drug seeker. But you can seriously find forums that give advice on how to work your way around to asking without coming off like one. Worth a try.
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OK_Smile
Member
- Jan 23, 2019
- 30
In my country there's a medicine called torsilax, it has 125mg of carisoprodol in his composition, how many of those would i need?
Ruffian
Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
- Jan 16, 2019
- 696
Oh god, I can't say. The ones I swallowed were 350s. It's so unique to the individual. I don't know how that dosage could do anything, taking 350 mg as prescribed provides a lot of relief. It's a miracle I can still get them.
Suicidal4Ever
Specialist
- Sep 22, 2018
- 330
If you save up enough xanax would you need a ton of opiods as well or would a handfull like 20+ be ok with some alcohol?
OK_Smile
Member
- Jan 23, 2019
- 30
Tramadol dose is limited by the fact that it causes seizures if the dose is too high. Real opioids don't do that.
OK_Smile
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- Jan 23, 2019
- 30
Theon
Experienced
- Jun 20, 2019
- 241
Man, it's going to be hard to do with prescription meds. I thought downing sleeping pills and putting bag over my head with elastic around my neck was gonna be a good idea. As soon as I tested the bag I freaked out and ripped it off. When I looked into things more I realized how hard it is to OD on prescription drugs (and the bag was destined for failure). I ended up telling my shrink who said he would call the cops if I didn't go to an emergency room. I was put on a 72 hour psychiatric hold at a mental hospital. And there went my other thought...buying a gun (you can't buy a gun for 5 years if you've been in a voluntary hold at a psych hospital). Anyway, I digress. I discovered this website recently and started really researching. The only medication guaranteed to cause death is Nembutal (referred to as N here) and it's very, very difficult to get a hold of. Everything else is a real longshot. I believe the ratio of failure for prescription drugs is 24 for every successful one. Take your time and find a method that's gonna work! In other words...don't end up in a psych hospital. Have you looked into SN?
Assuming you mean pure opioid not mixed with Tylenol then there is no easy to get one.
OK_Smile
Member
- Jan 23, 2019
- 30
Yes, but it's almost impossible to find it huh? idk man i will take the risk, i'm thinkin about mixing some opioids, benzodiazepines and alcohol. But i still need to read a lot. OD is definitely my choice, i live alone, no one will miss me so there's no chance of being rescued in the process.
Theon
Experienced
- Jun 20, 2019
- 241
Oh trust me, it's my first choice too. I wish you success but please, plan for failure I.e. make sure no one finds you and don't tell ANYONE if it doesn't work.
OK_Smile
Member
- Jan 23, 2019
- 30
All my family and friends are in other country, and i live in a house pretty isolated, i'm 100% sure that no one will find me. I have a huge amount of klonopin, probably will get something like a tramadol and drink some serious liquor until i can't more.
Theon
Experienced
- Jun 20, 2019
- 241
Actually getting N from A it is pretty straightforward process.
Yeah but some people live in countries with really asshole customs.
If not injectable. Morphine plus benzos? dark web
Oh yea fentanyl would be better
Oh yea fentanyl would be better
there are some combinations of drugs in peph. check it foy yourself which of them can you find in the place where you live.
OK_Smile
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- Jan 23, 2019
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Throwaway9787
Mage
- Jun 27, 2019
- 545
You can still get it from india. Pain-O-Soma. Its illegal to import but some sites will ship it. Same with modafanil. They are scheduled the same US wise but in the UK its different. From what ive read soma overdose puts you into seratonin syndrome at high enough doses and i cant find much literature on deaths from it. I know it potentiates hydrocodone specifically and others as well.
I think it would be best for putting one to sleep.
Btw hi guys this is my first post
Don't try. I took 90 Ambiens from my mail order prescription, 60 tramadols, and some shots of tequila and literally the only thing that happened is sleeping for 2 days straight. I didn't even throw up or have to go to the hospital, just passed out in coma for 2 days and then went to work Monday like nothing happened!
Pistolero114
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- Jun 25, 2019
- 261
Ruffian
Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
- Jan 16, 2019
- 696
Yes, OD is usually the preferred method because movies promote as a simple take few pills with a glass of wine and it's all peacefully over. Same as slitting your wrists and bleeding out peacefully in a bathtub. I remember specifically seeing it in The Godfather, I think the guy was either gonna get hit or go to jail. I tried both and honestly they''re shit. Nothing sucks more than coming around from a failed OD, because for me I start every day with the thought, "I wish I would just die." Just shutting that voice off forever, however it comes about, just seems like such a relief. Also, no one ever talks about the physical difficulty of actually reaching an artery in cutting your wrists. I saw a YouTube video or something like it, and there is a lot more to it.
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