RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
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just let us see what eventually await us if we dont choose to die on our hands or continue to mental masturbate about suicide the next 80years

i expect it wont be that pleasant either
 
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Vaughn

Vaughn

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it is horrible - let's have a look at only the mental part of it..
am 56 - and I lost all my friends in the 80's to AIDS, I am hiv NEG ! then in the 90's till now have been losing all my ageing friends to old age diseases (70-85) and well, there are some that I lost to mental illness - they just shrivelled up... dried up and hid ....
it would be horrible to live till age 90 and be the only survivor of a life time of bonds and love... I hope to go in the next 2 weeks..
 
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Jan 5, 2019
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it is horrible - let's have a look at only the mental part of it..
am 56 - and I lost all my friends in the 80's to AIDS, I am hiv NEG ! then in the 90's till now have been losing all my ageing friends to old age diseases (70-85) and well, there are some that I lost to mental illness - they just shrivelled up... dried up and hid ....
it would be horrible to live till age 90 and be the only survivor of a life time of bonds and love... I hope to go in the next 2 weeks..
:(
 
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interim

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Feb 25, 2019
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Your organs shut down one by one, until critical failure... One sad aspect of that is that your bladder gives up relatively soon and you can imagine the results...
 
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Redt2go

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Heart attack, stroke
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590


i observed someone dying of lungcancer...that shit is really nasty and scary



i think heartattacke (even though its apparently very painful) and stroke (does it even hurt? i think if you dont survive stroke can be a pretty decent way to leave this world) arent that bad...at least i goes quick


this lower respiratory infections probably only kill people that already suffered from other shit
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
it is horrible - let's have a look at only the mental part of it..
am 56 - and I lost all my friends in the 80's to AIDS, I am hiv NEG ! then in the 90's till now have been losing all my ageing friends to old age diseases (70-85) and well, there are some that I lost to mental illness - they just shrivelled up... dried up and hid ....
it would be horrible to live till age 90 and be the only survivor of a life time of bonds and love... I hope to go in the next 2 weeks..


yeah after you get like 25 everything really only goes downhill
 
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Redt2go

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i observed someone dying of lungcancer...that shit is really nasty and scary



i think heartattacke (even though its apparently very painful) and stroke (does it even hurt? i think if you dont survive stroke can be a pretty decent way to leave this world) arent that bad...at least i goes quick


this lower respiratory infections probably only kill people that already suffered from other shit
I've witnessed someone having a stroke from a blood clot in their brain. They were in a lot of pain...
 
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Cookiedough8956

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Feb 24, 2019
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it is horrible - let's have a look at only the mental part of it..
am 56 - and I lost all my friends in the 80's to AIDS, I am hiv NEG ! then in the 90's till now have been losing all my ageing friends to old age diseases (70-85) and well, there are some that I lost to mental illness - they just shrivelled up... dried up and hid ....
it would be horrible to live till age 90 and be the only survivor of a life time of bonds and love... I hope to go in the next 2 weeks..

Wow so sorry :(
 
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Chlo

Chlo

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Feb 17, 2019
213
i think heartattacke (even though its apparently very painful) and stroke (does it even hurt? i think if you dont survive stroke can be a pretty decent way to leave this world) arent that bad...at least i goes quick

I think it depends on where the blood clot is, the severity of if, etc. The symptoms differ case-by-case.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
I've witnessed someone having a stroke from a blood clot in their brain. They were in a lot of pain...


:(

you cant really rely on natural death

we should really keep that in mind if we search for "perfect" suicide method (which doesnt exist)

its all relative...and in comparison to natural death many suicide methods are pretty good when it comes to pain and duration...
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
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:(

you cant really rely on natural death

we should really keep that in mind if we search for "perfect" suicide method (which doesnt exist)

its all relative...and in comparison to natural death many suicide methods are pretty good when it comes to pain and duration...
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Glim

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Jan 28, 2019
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:(

you cant really rely on natural death

we should really keep that in mind if we search for "perfect" suicide method (which doesnt exist)

its all relative...and in comparison to natural death many suicide methods are pretty good when it comes to pain and duration...
This is part of the reason why I'm CTB: fear of rotting into a decrepit state and suffering from an excruciatingly painful ailment like cancer or developing dementia and losing my mental faculties. I'm not taking the risk of living on in a future where A stops supplying N. Still not sure of the effectiveness of SN. You cannot rely on dying peacefully in your sleep of a heart attack. And I'm really not optimistic about the chances of easy access euthanasia being available within the next few decades.

Other methods are too frightening and/or aren't as reliable (exit bag: I don't trust myself to be dexterous enough to properly construct it and not wind up as a vegetable) as I'd like
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
This is part of the reason why I'm CTB. I'm not taking the risk of living on in a future where A stops supplying N. Still not sure of the effectiveness of SN. You cannot rely on dying peacefully in your sleep of a heart attack. And I'm really not optimistic about the chances of easy access euthanasia being available within the next few decades.


i often repress this thought but sometimes it hits me...dying is not a choice

either way we all gonna die....and it will be very likely scary, frightening, painful and full of suffering

wished i was never born
 
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Redt2go

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i often repress this thought but sometimes it hits me...dying is not a choice

either way we all gonna die....and it will be very likely scary, frightening, painful and full of suffering

Depressive realismmmm
 
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dont cry for me im already dead
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Other methods are too frightening and/or aren't as reliable (exit bag: I don't trust myself to be dexterous enough to properly construct it and not wind up as a vegetable

"Exit bag" scares me most of all options. Really terrifying
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
Just distract yourself... If you can lol


you need to keep yourself busy with life that is the best antidepressent outthere...that is true
 
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same day delivery if you order within the next 3 hours and 12 minutes

But it will come in a box the size of a small country and a fck load of bubble wrap
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
Sounds great, can I order that off amazon?


jumping from a certain height with a rope around your head and getting your head chopped of has a better pain/suffering time ratio then this. rope costs like 20$

problem: you need balls of steel
 
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