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SpeckofDust

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Jul 16, 2024
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For me, it's Football (NFL), Survivor (TV series), my cats, a few friends (not many left). (Sadly, that's about the extent of my "list" at this point).
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,631
The outdoors. I love the feeling of a nice fall or spring day, when the wind is just right, the temperature is perfect, the air smells clear, the sun is keeping you warm but not too hot. I'll miss my cat. Music, I love music. Creating things. Exploring new places. Good conversations with people. Learning new things. There's a lot of things I'll miss. Unfortunately my mental and physical health have taken such a downturn that I miss them already as any joy has been stripped from me. I haven't been able to truly enjoy things in quite awhile.
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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For me, it's Football (NFL), Survivor (TV series), my cats, a few friends (not many left). (Sadly, that's about the extent of my "list" at this point).
Hold up you watch survivor too? Which nfl team?

For me honestly nothing. If I missed it bad enough to actually miss it I probably wouldn't CTB. I like survivor but it isn't worth living for. I like football but it isn't worth living for. IRL friends I don't have any been a really long time since I did.
 
Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
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For me, it's Football (NFL), Survivor (TV series), my cats, a few friends (not many left). (Sadly, that's about the extent of my "list" at this point).
I guess I could be a downer and say "I won't miss anything because I'll be physically incapable of it" but in truth…
I'll miss my cats, my little babies. I'll miss my boyfriend. Even though I've lost pretty much all drive to draw recently I think I'll miss drawing. I'll miss being able to eat all the foods I love. I'll miss being able to watch movies and tv and stuff.
Unfortunately I am a bad person and the guilt of this is eating me alive, so I still need to die.
 
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eeah

eeah

waste
Sep 11, 2024
46
cats. i dont have any but i like looking at them. and my dog but she might die first. also music. and my bestfriend
 
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BlackCatCrossing

BlackCatCrossing

Member
Aug 27, 2024
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There's so much I miss. Now. Currently. Because I'm already dead.
 
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SpeckofDust

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Jul 16, 2024
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Hold up you watch survivor too? Which nfl team?

For me honestly nothing. If I missed it bad enough to actually miss it I probably wouldn't CTB. I like survivor but it isn't worth living for. I like football but it isn't worth living for. IRL friends I don't have any been a really long time since I did.
Yes, I've watched Survivor every season since it first aired. I am a Steelers fan. I wanted to CTB before Sept 1 so I would be gone before the new seasons started, but I have failed to do it. Those things are not enough to keep me living - I'm out of money and that is the pressing issue. Aiming for a week from now to carry out my CTB plan. Sorry about your sitiuation with RL friends. I used to have more, but they've dropped me fairly recently. I guess it worked out ok that way - less people to miss.
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
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When I'm dead, I'm assuming?

Nothing. I'll no longer exist to desire anything that I currently enjoy. I think that's the part of the beauty of death, imo. You no longer suffer or have to drudge through life's bullshit, and you'll no longer need your copes and pleasures... 'cause you're dead.

But I do currently miss things. Old friends I'm no longer in contact with, and smoking weed (can no longer do so or else my lung will likely collapse again) being my chief longings. But again, the great thing about being dead is these things will no longer be of any concern.
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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Yes, I've watched Survivor every season since it first aired. I am a Steelers fan. I wanted to CTB before Sept 1 so I would be gone before the new seasons started, but I have failed to do it. Those things are not enough to keep me living - I'm out of money and that is the pressing issue. Aiming for a week from now to carry out my CTB plan. Sorry about your sitiuation with RL friends. I used to have more, but they've dropped me fairly recently. I guess it worked out ok that way - less people to miss.
Same here regarding survivor just rare to find a survivor fan...

I feel you regarding money and things as well.

I don't have a date as much as I'm just waiting for when I can't take it anymore. Which is coming closer and closer.

I've never really had super stable friendships so this isn't new. I spent virtually my pre-college years alone. So it's weird for me to even have that.
 
alivefornow

alivefornow

thinking about it
Feb 6, 2023
156
Can't really miss anything being dead and all, but I get what you're asking. I would miss listening to music, playing runescape and smoking weed.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,167
There isn't anything that I'd miss. Nothing in life is worth all the suffering that I'm forced to go through
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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The smell after it rains. Nature in general. Food. Music.

Sometimes I wonder (hope) if this will be the last time I watch favourite television series but sometimes, I find that a kind of comfort. As in- I'm glad I got to watch that one last time.
 
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frustratedandfedup

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Sep 3, 2024
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My family, especially my parents (even though they've been pissing me off a lot lately) and my brother. I guess "missing" things isn't really a thing for me, but I feel like it's more of a shame that whenever I do go I'll never get to watch the sports I like again, I'll never get to listen to my favourite music, I'll miss the winter time, walking around outside in a hoodie and tracksuit bottoms, I've always felt "calm" during that period of the year I'm not sure why. There are so friends too of course but honestly that doesn't bother me too much, I don't put friends anywhere near my family in terms of importance so that's not the end of the world. I'll miss not being able to play some games, mainly football manager and Town of Salem
 
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render

Member
Sep 3, 2024
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when it rains down here and the hills turn green and the poppies bloom and the clouds hang low its gorgeous until they dry out again for the other three seasons. the nice times i had with my family and friends. the pacific. the feeling of water surrounding me while i swim if i dont end up going with drowning. the naengmyeon galbi combos at korean restaurants, the real good shit. the joy of finding new musicians to listen to. my plush collection
 
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MxTuesday

Is Tuesday an omen?
Sep 9, 2024
33
Nothing because I will cease to exist, not exiling myself!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,467
Nothing .

After Death I won't exist forever so I can't miss anything.

But even while alive there is nothing in this evil world or evil life worth missing . No One can convince me that there is anything that I have to like or do I or to think that it is important or meaningful.

Nothing matters . Nothing matters to me except avoiding extreme pain and my suicide asap getting to beautiful non-existence asap

The so called pleasurable garbage are just meaningless addictions , bait that trap you here and fool you into staying in this prison .

Then something extremely horrible happens to you and then the meaningless crap addiction is exposed and you have no interest in indulging in it as the constant unbearable pain won't let you focus on anything except stopping the unbearable pain and getting out of the nightmare .but then it will be too late to do anything except suffer and the meaningless "fun" addiction won't stop the pain won't solve the nightmare problem. The "fun" thing will then be exposed as bait that landed u in that trap

Of course money is important to me but only because with money I can commit suicide and avoid pain such as starving thirst homelessness. But the only reason I need money or anything is because I'm still alive so Suicide / Death / non-existence solves all problems and you don't need anything if you're dead not even money sleep food nothing

I don't want to need anything. Why does anyone? Why is everyone ok with having to work all day to feed yourself 3 times a day
 
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yxmux

yxmux

¥~¥
Apr 16, 2024
56
Music. That's all. But I won't be alive to miss it anyways.
 
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Marco77

Marco77

À ma manière 🪦
Aug 18, 2024
93
I will miss everything about life! And that's why I'll be OK.:pfff::pfff:
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Student
Mar 18, 2024
141
I honestly think I won't miss anything, I'll be dead.
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

Specialist
Jul 25, 2024
363
The unknown opportunities and experiences that lie ahead.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,021
Nothing, personally I'd be so relieved to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, for me death is the only peace, more than anything I wish I never existed and I find it so painful how I had to exist at all, in my case non-existence is all that's desirable. I only hope to never exist again with all finally forgotten about for me, personally existence just feels like a horrific, terrible mistake that just causes endless amounts of suffering and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I suffer simply from existing and all I hope and wish for is to never suffer again, I wish to be incapable of suffering in any way.
 
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AflacDuck

Member
Aug 5, 2024
24
Honestly seeing how some of my favorite shows are going to end, but unfortunately when you cant hold down a job, and you cant get welfare once your safety net runs out its straight to the streets, so fuck that. I figure I'm just gonna run outta time, im gonna ctb the night before the big 30. I dont wanna live past 30
 
Davey40210

Davey40210

Even the stars make room for new stars
Sep 3, 2024
307
This site. That's about it.

I enjoyed some things before my last relationship ended, like alcohol, gaming, music, sports, driving, eating, having sex, watching a movie, even my work at times.

Now I find myself opening this website, not being interested in anything else.
 
warriorkot

warriorkot

enjoy the unknown
Sep 20, 2023
37
the people i've met here. my cats. my mum. the feeling of laying in my bed under my 2 heavy blankets while it's pouring rain. my cats.
 
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lnlybnny

Specialist
Jan 25, 2024
393
- Watching my favorite artists, my memories with them, listening to them and seeing what they're up to

- Nature (sunrises and sunsets, trees, rain, scents, beaches and waterfalls etc)

- Good food

- Reading a good new book, new good music and movies

That's what comes to mind at the moment
 
v089

v089

love u too, cv
May 9, 2023
31
I don't find anything enjoyable anymore, so nothing to lose here - but I have three cats and I will definitely miss them. I will especially miss the youngest one sleeping on my chest every night. I think they were the only thing keeping me alive the past few years.
 
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VoidedExistence

Member
Dec 6, 2023
97
I have really enjoyed anything, so I wouldn't miss anything. If anything, I would only miss the idea of enjoying things which don't really matter or affect me because they are just ideas, I haven't experienced them.
 
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danter0id

Member
Oct 20, 2023
30
my wife. everything about my wife. the way she smiles, the way she laughs, the way she gets passionate about things and starts waving her hands around, the feeling of her next to me in bed. I hate so much that I have to leave her alone. I don't want to. but I have to.
 

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