Help What am I doing?

[Life_and_Death]

My friend is begging me to do something. My husband is basically killing himself trying to keep my stress down and I'm not doing anything except making everything worse.

 

[mr.smileysad]

Its not your fault tell your husband he is not responsible for your happiness and if your friend is also trying to help tell him the same

 

[Life_and_Death]

Its not your fault tell your husband he is not responsible for your happiness and if your friend is also trying to help tell him the same

It's not so much that they are responsible for my happiness but they want me to be happy again because I'm full of potential and all that good stuff.

 

[mr.smileysad]

I know but I think they feel at least partially responsible for your happiness

 

[Life_and_Death]

I know but I think they feel at least partially responsible for your happiness

It doesn't matter. I shouldn't be doing what I am. I should be going to rehab and all that stuff. Not just sitting here digging myself deeper

 

[mr.smileysad]

I'm sorry if my advice doesnt help I'm a bit tired but depression causes a lack of motivation and you shouldn't feel guilty because of something beyond your control I have yet to let anyone in on my depression and day by day I got better

 

[Life_and_Death]

I'm sorry if my advice doesnt help I'm a bit tired but depression causes a lack of motivation and you shouldn't feel guilty because of something beyond your control I have yet to let anyone in on my depression and day by day I got better

Personality disorder. Part of me is trying to get better while the other part is dragging me down. It's fine what matters is you try

 

[mr.smileysad]

Personality disorder. Part of me is trying to get better while the other part is dragging me down. It's fine what matters is you try

personality disorder seems sucky doubting whether anyone cares about you claps for you you are doing extremely well for someone in your position

 

[Life_and_Death]

personality disorder seems sucky doubting whether anyone cares about you claps for you you are doing extremely well for someone in your position

Thank you

 

[mr.smileysad]

if you are ever having a rough day feel free to pm me

 

[Life_and_Death]

if you are ever having a rough day feel free to pm me

I'll keep that in mind. You can pm me to if you'd ever like to

 

[mr.smileysad]

also you said you should be in rehab but you found this site so you must be trying to do something

 

[Life_and_Death]

also you said you should be in rehab but you found this site so you must be trying to do something

I found this site because someone mentioned it on the last suicide site I was on (which I found by googling methods) and they made it seem like the people here would make me want to kill myself. Basically coax me to.

 

[mr.smileysad]

what was the last site called?

 

[Life_and_Death]

what was the last site called?

I'd rather not. This is kinda like a fresh start and the last thing I need is someone knowing me

 

[mr.smileysad]

I understand I prob would feel the same way