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- May 14, 2018
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Isn't that a form of abuse?
Spanking can cause emotional dis regulations don't you think?Bare bottom with a flat stick of rubber. Then would make me sit on his lap and hug him afterwards so he could tell me he loved me. Weird shit.
I think a lot of things from childhood fucked me up but I definitely got some weird "I have to hurt you because i love you" messages and could explain why I became such a violent sexual & emotional masochist rather early onSpanking can cause emotional dis regulations don't you think?
Everything begins in childhood, it makes so much sense nowI think a lot of things from childhood fucked me up but I definitely got some weird "I have to hurt you because i love you" messages and could explain why I became such a violent sexual & emotional masochist rather early on
Yes it is very bad and dysfunctionalSeems to be a very bad idea
if they didn't know the fallout from abusing kids, then they shouldn't have been parents. My narcissistic Mother beat me and told me on numerous occasions that my Father didnt really want me. Parents like that should be thrown in jail for abuse. ABUSE manifests in many forms and abused children often only realise in adulthood that they were victims of abuse, often told by parents that this is NORMAL behaviour. Kids can be scarred for life often unable to find love within.Not spanked but beaten up and choked. Parents often do shit that fuck up their children, but I always wonder if they are aware of that. Because sometimes that's lifelong trauma and therapy.
Exactly this. I only realized it when i was an adult and then even blamed myself for it. I thought that i deserved it because I was bad or something. Also my father told me it was my fault that my mother died. Fucked me up goodif they didn't know the fallout from abusing kids, then they shouldn't have been parents. My narcissistic Mother beat me and told me on numerous occasions that my Father didnt really want me. Parents like that should be thrown in jail for abuse. ABUSE manifests in many forms and abused children often only realise in adulthood that they were victims of abuse, often told by parents that this is NORMAL behaviour. Kids can be scarred for life often unable to find love within.
Narcissistic parents are often angry, deeply disatisfied with their relationships and deflect their pain on the indefensible like kids or maybe pets. when i look at the family history i realise that dysfunctional traits stem backwards. My grandad gassed himself and my Father attempted suicide because of their pain. Iironically, my plan to ctb is because of physical illness, brought on by the corona vaxExactly this. I only realized it when i was an adult and then even blamed myself for it. I thought that i deserved it because I was bad or something. Also my father told me it was my fault that my mother died. Fucked me up good
If I had children I would never do that, I don't know how people that beat their kids can sleep at night and live with themselves
Wait, what? Corona vax? I thought it was safe?Narcissistic parents are often angry, deeply disatisfied with their relationships and deflect their pain on the indefensible like kids or maybe pets. when i look at the family history i realise that dysfunctional traits stem backwards. My grandad gassed himself and my Father attempted suicide because of their pain. Iironically, my plan to ctb is because of physical illness, brought on by the corona vax
No, I'm latino. This is the weapon of our moms:
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To be hones, It never affected me since us latinos meme a lot about it, it's very common to have been a victim of the chancla and never care much about it
Sure for most but i got unlucky and it set off autoimmune disease . Im incurable!Wait, what? Corona vax? I thought it was safe?
Damn that sucks. I'd rather have Corona 10 times instead of autoimmune disease. I'm sorrySure for most but i got unlucky and it set off autoimmune disease . Im incurable!
WeirdBare bottom with a flat stick of rubber. Then would make me sit on his lap and hug him afterwards so he could tell me he loved me. Weird shit.
Yes. A similar thing happened to me when I was seven. I was sent out in the snow with a can which was half my size to get paraffin from the garage for the only heater.Aged eight, getting sent out in the freezing cold snow on Boxing Day to go and buy cigarettes (yes it used to be allowed) and sweets for my parents. I had no gloves on and it was blowing a blizzard. My hands were blue with cold. It was also dark. I walked in with tears streaming down and held up my blue hands and my mother repeatedly hit me around the face and body.