DontplayGod
She/her
- Feb 6, 2022
- 123
Went to an open casket funeral for someone close to me, I thought this would be a lot harder and I would experience the grief everyone is so fixed over when convincing you not to commit. I'm not sure if this is just a me thing or what because I felt almost zero emotion, there was some there, but very little. I couldn't cry and nothing about this funeral really made me sad. The only impact it made on me was seeing a dead body for the first time which caught my attention. I don't know what happened to me, the first funeral I went to made me absolutely devasted, but then again I was around 12 at the time. I didn't even know the person too well, yet it had more of an impact on me than someone who has formed a decent chunk of my life.