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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
127
Well my life is horrible, I'm a fucking coward I'm not even good enough to try to kill myself every time I try I chicken out and I don't, I genuinely want to do it but I can't I'm sick of my life, of not being able to die, I just want to live a peaceful life, I'm a fucking fagot I know I want to die but I can't, I want to throw myself off a bridge, hang myself or cut my wrists to end this damn life, I just want to vent for this I write this until next time I think.
 
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wantittoendsoon

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
248
Well my life is horrible, I'm a fucking coward I'm not even good enough to try to kill myself every time I try I chicken out and I don't, I genuinely want to do it but I can't I'm sick of my life, of not being able to die, I just want to live a peaceful life, I'm a fucking fagot I know I want to die but I can't, I want to throw myself off a bridge, hang myself or cut my wrists to end this damn life, I just want to vent for this I write this until next time I think.
Cutting your wrists almost never works...but your other methods might if you do it right.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,728
I do understand that it's so awful and tiring feeling so trapped here when all that you wish for is to leave. But at least to me suicide really can be so unnecessarily difficult and when I hear of people managing to succeed with ctb I always instantly envy them. I just hate the fact how we have to suffer so much to finally leave this world, there really is nothing fair about any of this. I so wish that I had N, it's tragic how we are denied the option of more peaceful ways to free ourselves from this cruel, nightmarish existence.
 

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