Apricity
Wizard
- Jul 27, 2021
- 642
Had a big blowout with my wife tonight. To make it short, I hurt my back really bad at work and was depressed for a while. She couldn't deal with it, and gave up after a couple months and cheated. I've been trying to fix everything for the last 3 months to no avail. Tonight, she told me she was done and so are we. Fixing things was the only reason I haven't ctb. Now that it's gone, I'm going to order my nitrogen.
Before anyone posts, "there's other..." Save it. I'm just tired of heartbreak, and tired of dealing with my mental health problems that always get in the way. Neither medication or counseling has helped, and my crazy brain has ruined my life. I'm just done.
Before anyone posts, "there's other..." Save it. I'm just tired of heartbreak, and tired of dealing with my mental health problems that always get in the way. Neither medication or counseling has helped, and my crazy brain has ruined my life. I'm just done.