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Éternel

Éternel

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Mar 27, 2025
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Hi guys,
I've never posted here, I thought that I would recover and that my family would finally help me.

NOPE ! They did not, they made worse. But it's alright, it's alright, I'm not good enough for them, they said it multiple times.

I don't have time to write my story. It was pretty much just violent verbal abuse since early childhood and one violent beating in 2024.

Maybe my friends will find this account and write my story. I don't know. I'm sorry for them, I loved them too.

So, I guess, it was good being alive. I can't stand the verbal abuse anymore though, my mind is dead.

Love you guys, love you a lot. Love<3

- R. Éternel
 
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Jun123

Jun123

Member
Dec 3, 2025
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Hi, I'm sorry your parents were this shitty to you, you don't deserve that.

I wish you nothing but the best and hope you find your peace :heart:
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
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I'm sorry your parents treated you like that. No child deserves that. You certainly don't either. You're worthy of help as you are. :heart:
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

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Nov 30, 2025
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I'm sorry it has come to that. I hope you reach peace <3
 
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gravestone

gravestone

Dreamer
Jan 24, 2026
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You are in no way to blame for what happened.
I send you love and wish you peace ♡
 
idontlikethehouse44

idontlikethehouse44

Member
Feb 2, 2026
6
goodbye man, I wish u the best after what you gone through. It was never your fault.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 

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