Method Weighing out methods

[helloiamsad]

Alright, this is my first post so idk if i'm completely screwing things up here. But I've been trying to look into what are my best choices. It seems the only viable methods rn are

1. Train
2. Hanging
3. Jumping

I've listed them in terms of viability. The reason that the train method is #1 is due to being into close proximity and it SEEMS to be the one that would kill me the quickest. Hanging is probably a better option but the thought of the choking sensation absolutely grosses me out. Like I could maybe work through it, but eugh. Jumping is last due to I don't know about where I would jump from, even if there was a building thats high enough idk how to access it.

Are there any other methods I should explore? If it involves me getting some obscure chemical or some shi I can't do that. Any info on the above methods I should know?

Ik this might seem like a useless post but that's where my mind is in the process right now. Delete if not allowed or whatever

 

[U. A.]

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

 

[helloiamsad]

Yeah I should have mentioned in my original post that this is being taken into consideration.

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

I am completely in agreement that if I were to do this method that I unfortunately cannot avoid someone witnessing it. I'm not defending my mindset at all, I know this is wrong. But in my mind, I cannot see another way. I'm not deadset on that method, but my mind is in the headspace of "this is just an unfortunate fact that I'll have to face". I know that's awful, but I genuinely don't see viability in any other way.