Venting We played God so we deserve to suffer like God

[CuriousAboutThis]

I, as an Atheist,
Know better than to play God,
Adam all we did was rape you when you were near death on that hospital bed,
"It was not our fault",
Adam says, some of you stood by and watched and did "nothing",
I hope all of you experience what I had to go through everyday and every night until you die and even I don't want you to go to your fucked up Hell after death,
"Adam you know too much",
"We think you are just afraid of what people can do to you just yes and just no",
You've said it yourself even on Facebook and on sanctionedsuicide.com
That is why we try to help restore your memories, but also have to take your memories away,
They still have the evidence but they won't admit that it was their fault too,
Not just me but just us too,
For all those who played a role in it I was wrong to blame those who played a positive and neutral role in it but was damn well correct to blame those who played a negative role in it,

"Are you sure it wasn't a dream",
I know it wasn't a dream,
"We don't know what you're talking about",
Adam says, "Why do you think I tried to kill myself so many times?",
Someone not "in on it",
Because you're "crazy, insane, and not human",
Adam says, "No, because I know when I'm dead you can only use me as an example and not be able to control me anymore"

 

[jgm63]

Not sure I fully follow this, but perhaps it is an artistic expression ?
If there's anything you want to discuss then let us know.....

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Not sure I fully follow this, but perhaps it is an artistic expression ?
If there's anything you want to discuss then let us know.....

It is a combination of both but I can't prove it to you which isn't your fault a lot of things that happened to me was self deserving on myself but also equal footing and karma but I can't tell you the full extend of the story because I already know that I've been reset and those who are "in" on it remember correctly while I don't.

 

[jgm63]

ok, well I wish the best for you.
If there's some way in which I might be able to help, then please let me know.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

They like to claim that all they got away with was a "dream" they did right by me but also did wrong to me as I did to them.

 

[jgm63]

We spoke on PM. If you wanted to discuss any further then let us know.....

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

We spoke on PM. If you wanted to discuss any further then let us know.....

I will some of the things I've posted on here www.sanctionedsuicide.com have to do with "reality" but also "simulation" people not on here but in reality did a lot of dreams, memories, nightmares, games, pranks, reality and simulation. Some were just to scare me but also enraged me they did things to me which I brought upon myself I "fell for it" but they also brought it upon themselves.