Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
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It's such a frightening thought. We simply don't know when we are going to depart.
Perfectly healthy people die daily from accidents.
Suicidal people survive their attempt.
Only in those who have managed to CTB successfully can we say they finally had enough and did it.
I always hoped that when my time came, the suicidal instinct would overpower the survival instinct. It hasn't happened yet, but I've come close many times.
What it means is, the vast majority of us we have not been given the ability to dictate our time of passing. Only some of us have.
This is bad news for those who are suffering and want to leave but can't. None of us was born with our consent. Majority of us still get up every morning to face life. But some of us want to leave desperately. We have tried our best to make the most sense of it and every option is attempted to NOT ctb as long as we can.
But in the absence of a quick painless suicide method, we may end up being at the mercy of life.
Perfectly healthy people die daily from accidents.
Suicidal people survive their attempt.
Only in those who have managed to CTB successfully can we say they finally had enough and did it.
I always hoped that when my time came, the suicidal instinct would overpower the survival instinct. It hasn't happened yet, but I've come close many times.
What it means is, the vast majority of us we have not been given the ability to dictate our time of passing. Only some of us have.
This is bad news for those who are suffering and want to leave but can't. None of us was born with our consent. Majority of us still get up every morning to face life. But some of us want to leave desperately. We have tried our best to make the most sense of it and every option is attempted to NOT ctb as long as we can.
But in the absence of a quick painless suicide method, we may end up being at the mercy of life.
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