I just want to let go of this life more than anything. I never want to suffer ever again and if I am gone then nothing can hurt me. I do believe that many people want to be gone, yet are held back by something as it is difficult to leave this world. In my case I am still here because of the fear of failing ctb. I wish for a way to quickly and peacefully let go of this life, it is what humans deserve as none of us asked for this misery in the first place.