M
MAIO
Elementalist
- Apr 8, 2018
- 835
Why fight? why struggle against something that's inevitable? Even galaxies are just dust in the wind.
Some of us still have personal things to live for. But i see your point.
I don't have anything i want to live for. I'm so ready to ctb.There is a million personal things I could live for, I just don't want to. I would rather go to the other side.
While I may have some transient things and cravings to live for in the interim, in the long run I will still ctb. These transient things are merely just daily distractions. Since the last decade or so, my life has just been one big interim.There is a million personal things I could live for, I just don't want to. I would rather go to the other side.
I'm not agreeing with this statement. If your enjoying your life, then you're afraid of dying. Ctb because you need to die anyway is like smokers that say that they need to die from something. It's telling yourself lies.Why fight? why struggle against something that's inevitable? Even galaxies are just dust in the wind.
I can never understand those people who are bubbly, happy and excited. I always think that there is something wrong with them.Not only do I find life garbage but I am just far more interested in death as a whole. I don't mean this in a dark, edgy sort of way, I'm just always amazed at how people can be so upbeat and zesty over what goes in life. What's the point? We get maybe 80 years of turmoil, struggle, poverty and despair on this ball of mud. As if that's anything to be excited about. Even if we have it relatively good on Earth, it's all so fleeting while death is presumably eternal. It all feels like I'm playing a pointless game of eye spy while I'm at the bus stop. And now I'm bored of it and am like "okay, when's the fucking bus getting here?"
Not to mention getting an STd/STI or herpes along the way. Now that would suck. Every day in a car you basically take your life with your hands. It's a scary thought. So many things, are dangerous out there. But then, sometimes I think I have akin to PTSD. Too many liveleak videos perhaps.Not only do I find life garbage but I am just far more interested in death as a whole. I don't mean this in a dark, edgy sort of way, I'm just always amazed at how people can be so upbeat and zesty over what goes in life. What's the point? We get maybe 80 years of turmoil, struggle, poverty and despair on this ball of mud. As if that's anything to be excited about. Even if we have it relatively good on Earth, it's all so fleeting while death is presumably eternal. It all feels like I'm playing a pointless game of eye spy while I'm at the bus stop. And now I'm bored of it and am like "okay, when's the fucking bus getting here?"