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plushjuggybandit

plushjuggybandit

Member
Feb 22, 2023
29
my #1 fear is becoming disabled if i fail.
i view failing as a second chance, but i desperately want to die.
my view is if i succeed, cool mission accomplished. but if i fail im gonna try live on, but i wont want to do that if im left disabled.
does anyone know any methods that wouldn't leave me braindead or paralysed? its genuinrely the one thing preventing me from doing it
 
soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Specialist
Jul 4, 2023
386
VERY DIFFICULT. Because all ways of CTB involve eventually shutting down the brain. Once the brain shuts down if you are saved in anyway it can result in permanent damage. Unless you get one of a few illegal drugs deliberately taken off the market, you are always taking a risk, unfortunately.
 
plushjuggybandit

plushjuggybandit

Member
Feb 22, 2023
29
VERY DIFFICULT. Because all ways of CBT involve eventually shutting down the brain. Once the brain shuts down if you are saved in anyway it can result in permanent damage. Unless you get one of a few illegal drugs deliberately taken off the market, you are always taking a risk, unfortunately.
ah fuck
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Maybe I'm just different. I don't care if it fails anymore. I'll be a vegetable with no health insurance. They'll finish me off if it fails. So...
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
I believe it's very hard to fail:

- Jumping from above 200m;

- Self-poisoning if it's lethal to mammals and has no cure;

- Self-electrocution from a power line (instant death sentence);

- Drowning attached to rocks.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,512
That's a very valid concern. If concern of failure is the case, I think I'd choose the method with the highest probability of success and that would be shotgun blast through the mouth at a slight upward angle. Shouldn't have to worry about potential failure with that one.
 
uselessness

uselessness

Who tf cares about being controversial if I'll die
Jul 21, 2023
15
my #1 fear is becoming disabled if i fail.
i view failing as a second chance, but i desperately want to die.
my view is if i succeed, cool mission accomplished. but if i fail im gonna try live on, but i wont want to do that if im left disabled.
does anyone know any methods that wouldn't leave me braindead or paralysed? its genuinrely the one thing preventing me from doing it
Anesthesia mb? It's what I always wanted to CTB with. i'm no expert. it's a suggestion, and do your research. love u all bye
 

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