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- May 5, 2022
- 899
Didn't go to work today. Convinced myself I was but when I woke up I couldn't get out of bed. Depression on top of being sick due to the cold weather is hard to deal with it all at once.
Jobs really don't give a damn about your mental health so you have to take whatever time off you can when possible. Luckily, I have some time saved up for this exact reason. Just feel guilty about my coworkers having to pick up the slack. Either way they're going to give me shit when I come back so I can't really rest the way I desperately feel I need to.
After a few extra hours of sleep and medication I feel a little better. God it's so cold outside. I don't want to go out but I feel like I need a rub down. Body feels sore. I have a local asian spa place that can help with that but I have to drive there. They offer a hot shower, nuru body massage, and some extra service that doesn't need to be mentioned. I don't feel like getting up really but I kind of need the care right now. So i'm making this post to vent and heading out. Ugh.
These are the things you have to do as a person who is alone and doesn't have anyone to take care of them. I guess i'm lucky I even have these niche outlets to help me get by.
Tomorrow I will have to go back to work and deal with whatever mess my absence has caused. So today i'll try my best to build myself up to be able to get back on the hamster wheel of being a wage slave. I hate living so much this time of year.
I have to
Jobs really don't give a damn about your mental health so you have to take whatever time off you can when possible. Luckily, I have some time saved up for this exact reason. Just feel guilty about my coworkers having to pick up the slack. Either way they're going to give me shit when I come back so I can't really rest the way I desperately feel I need to.
After a few extra hours of sleep and medication I feel a little better. God it's so cold outside. I don't want to go out but I feel like I need a rub down. Body feels sore. I have a local asian spa place that can help with that but I have to drive there. They offer a hot shower, nuru body massage, and some extra service that doesn't need to be mentioned. I don't feel like getting up really but I kind of need the care right now. So i'm making this post to vent and heading out. Ugh.
These are the things you have to do as a person who is alone and doesn't have anyone to take care of them. I guess i'm lucky I even have these niche outlets to help me get by.
Tomorrow I will have to go back to work and deal with whatever mess my absence has caused. So today i'll try my best to build myself up to be able to get back on the hamster wheel of being a wage slave. I hate living so much this time of year.
I have to
