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unfortunatelyme
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- Sep 13, 2020
- 15
due to the pandemic ive been home for the past 7(almost 8) months, and i have nothing to show for. i was hoping to work on my mental health, exercise and get that glowup but im suicidal, fat and with the worst skin ive ever had yay. i have done absolutely nothing just watched as time and the world moved on, and seeing my friends do amazing things hasnt helped alot either. im in my 20s i will never get this amount of free time in my life again but I've wasted it all like i waste everything. as things got worse with my mental health i slowly started distaning myself from everyone, i havent talked to people i consider my friends for over 5 months and seeing how almost no one checks up on me sucks. i havent left the house since ive been home and on the rare occasions i do leave i get panickattacks.
i think the worst part about being suicidal and depressed is that i have no desire or reason to do anything because all i can think about is how to not be here anymore.
i just want to sleep forever
i think the worst part about being suicidal and depressed is that i have no desire or reason to do anything because all i can think about is how to not be here anymore.
i just want to sleep forever