Help Was just seconds from death. Please help

[Uso]

Been planning for months and decided to just get it over with. I really could have done it. Im just really shaken up and I don't know what to do because it's so scary, I'm scared, but it's inevitable so I really can't escape it. I guess I just want to talk to someone...

I don't really feel like talking about my method but I know people will ask: partial hanging over a door with a scarf, slip knot behind the head with the rope over the Adam's Apple.

 

[mathieu]

If you want someone to talk to feel free to chat or pm me.

 

[BPD_LE]

I'm around too if you want to talk.

 

[Jumper]

I agree. It's very scary. You are not alone! PM if you wish.

 

[Slate128]

Who are you living with? Is anyone aware of what's happened?

In either case, put away the scarf and shift everything back to where it was.

Are you injured/hurt?

 

[gingerplum]

Then it just wasn't your time, and maybe that's for a reason. Everyone's different, but I can tell you that the 2 or 3 times I've seriously attempted, I wasn't scared, and I wasn't even really sad. The only discernible thing I felt was a sense of grim resignation, where my need to make the pain stop overwhelmed anything else.

Sorry you're so shaken. Be kind to yourself and try (it's hard, I know) to just be in the moment for today. Just get thru this one minute, then the next.

 

[justanotherday]

Been planning for months and decided to just get it over with. I really could have done it. Im just really shaken up and I don't know what to do because it's so scary, I'm scared, but it's inevitable so I really can't escape it. I guess I just want to talk to someone...

I don't really feel like talking about my method but I know people will ask: partial hanging over a door with a scarf, slip knot behind the head with the rope over the Adam's Apple.

I thought I might actually die while in ambulance on the way to hospital. Long story short, I was terrified. As much as I hate my life and want to die, I was just terrified. I am an agnostic, so for me it was this great fear of the unknown. Like, what does really happen when we die?Now, having faced that feeling, I am here to say, I still do not want to be here. I ask myself all the time, why couldn't I have just gone ahead and died!??!