picklealex
I hate it all, just let me die
- Jun 24, 2023
- 116
when i was younger, my step sister would sometimes force me to "play". she would get ontop of me and pretend to hump me, and stuff like that. she is a victim and she was sa'd when she was younger before she did stuff to me, but i genuinely can't remember anything from when i was younger. i can only remember how she would convince me to kiss her and she would do suggestive stuff, i am younger than her by a year and i was 8 or 9 when she did that stuff to me. i can't remember anything, just that i became insanely hypersexual after that. i always have hated physical touch unless i start it first, and therapists have asked if i ever was sa'd due to what i would tell them and what i would say. i am so confused, i have never spoken about this to anyone else and i have a normal relationship with my step sister now, we have never talked about it but i still feel awkward around her sometimes. what is it? i can't tell and i dont want to tell anyone, just incase im over thinking