was gonna admit myself into a ward but covid got in the way now I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

[plushjuggybandit]

basically last night i made the decision to admit myself into a ward after almost killing myself twice, 2 nights ago and last night.
BUT I GOT A POSTIVE COVID TEST LOL
it feels like the world is against me getting any sort of help like im cursed or something
i told myself that this is my last chance, ill go into the ward and get help cause ive never tried that before.
but now i cant until i get better but i cant deal with living another week i cant do it i dont know what to do.
i just want this to end i cant live like this anymore FUCK

 

[soonatpeace777888]

If you are young, suicide is a much higher death risk than is Covid... unless you are being placed in a ward with 80 year olds or people with lung problems this is ridiculous. Good luck finding the help you WANT and NEED.