Venting Was a great Easter!

[tpboy]

We spent Easter in our home. Mom in one room, bedridden with a broken leg and advanced Alzheimer's. wearing her diapers. She just has to lay there looking at the ceiling. She can talk some but not much. Me in the adjoining room, suffering with ALS and a auto accident. In pain. Barely able walk except to go to the bathroom on my walker. Fulltime caregiver in the middle trying to take care of us both.

Of course, we just have to tough it out because we are in a place that would never ever allow a assisted suicide. Here you can only die when god says you can.

 

[EternalShore]

There's not much I can say to make something that sounds so awful any better~ D: However, I'm really sorry you 2 have to deal with such pain~ :( That sounds so awful~ >_< I wish life could've gone better for you both~ >_< I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)

 

[maneose]

i hope peace falls upon you both

 

[tpboy]

There's not much I can say to make something that sounds so awful any better~ D: However, I'm really sorry you 2 have to deal with such pain~ :( That sounds so awful~ >_< I wish life could've gone better for you both~ >_< I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)

thank you for that. here is the thing that i believe and I'm seeing. mom did have a good life i believe. she is approaching mid 90's now. up to the point i was in my late thirties i had a good life. i made some bad choices that really cost me. I'm facing pain, ect just much younger. however, for most all humans they are going to have to go thru some bad stuff with health if you live long enough. Why cbt makes a lot of logic.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer so unbearably in this existence, it's just horrific to me how there's all this torture and suffering in existing yet the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again is so cruelly denied, humans shouldn't be forced to suffer like that against their wishes, I see so much cruelty in how the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.