Have you ever thought you had a warning in a dream and ignored it only to have the negative thing come to be?
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
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Yeah but I've blocked them out and I don't want to remember.
I get fleeting premonitions that come true almost daily while awake, and ignoring them just to have the bad thing come true has become second-nature to me, I don't know how to stop it, like a trainwreck happening over and over and I can only watch.
It's always stuff I can't act on because there's no logical proof for how I "know". Like knowing people are lying to me, but also knowing there's no point confronting them because they'll just keep doubling-down, having to just go along with letting them fuck me over because I have no hard proof, etc.
I isolate partly because seeing through peoples' lies makes it unbearably painful to be near them.
Also always seem to panic over losing something important right *before* I lose it.
"Be more careful with your wallet!"
will flash in my mind and I'll grab it, try to put it somewhere safe, an hour later it's fucking gone. Keys, glasses, phones, IDs, all that shit.
"Be careful, don't lose that!"
poof! it's gone.
One time I stepped away from my purse for a minute and saw a guy go that direction, thought "he's after your purse!"
Then "you're paranoid, its a two dollar purse with no money or credit cards."
Come back a second later, purse is gone.
Close my eyes and picture him.
Where would he go, what would he do?
Open eyes, a hundred feet away, trash can.
Reach in.
Purse.
Thinking of it now, how funny.
That he would steal,
but not litter.
I get fleeting premonitions that come true almost daily while awake, and ignoring them just to have the bad thing come true has become second-nature to me, I don't know how to stop it, like a trainwreck happening over and over and I can only watch.
It's always stuff I can't act on because there's no logical proof for how I "know". Like knowing people are lying to me, but also knowing there's no point confronting them because they'll just keep doubling-down, having to just go along with letting them fuck me over because I have no hard proof, etc.
I isolate partly because seeing through peoples' lies makes it unbearably painful to be near them.
Also always seem to panic over losing something important right *before* I lose it.
"Be more careful with your wallet!"
will flash in my mind and I'll grab it, try to put it somewhere safe, an hour later it's fucking gone. Keys, glasses, phones, IDs, all that shit.
"Be careful, don't lose that!"
poof! it's gone.
One time I stepped away from my purse for a minute and saw a guy go that direction, thought "he's after your purse!"
Then "you're paranoid, its a two dollar purse with no money or credit cards."
Come back a second later, purse is gone.
Close my eyes and picture him.
Where would he go, what would he do?
Open eyes, a hundred feet away, trash can.
Reach in.
Purse.
Thinking of it now, how funny.
That he would steal,
but not litter.
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I was warned when I was 11.. but my brain couldn't get it.
Precognition yeah I've had those I haven't had any recently it would be nice to have good precognition dreams.
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