That sounds horrible man. I knew someone who had aids. I'm not sure what you would do about that. One thing I know is if I would be sure about killing myself, which I was a while ago, I'd do it with a gun. Another thing is to explore other options and consider your life. For me: I just rediscovered that I have nothing to lose and I may have messed some things up but it's not too bad. I'm still here and just waiting to see where my life goes but I feel optimistic. Have started taking natural testosterone boosters and they work miracles. Just in one day. Might be something for you to try. Even if you want to commit suicide, you can use the courage.
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