There's so many things I'm scared about. What will happen after I die? But is it really fair to me that I have to stay in a life I don't want anymore?? I'm sitting in the bath contemplating drowning myself. I know I won't. I wish I would. I just want this pain to be over. The only way to get the pain to stop is to find love, I don't care how childish it sounds I've been this way long enough to know it's the only fix.
I just want to be gone already.
I just want to be gone already.
