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puppydoggy
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- Dec 12, 2021
- 4
tried 2 kill myself and went to the hospital and it sucked lol and jn still right back in the place that made me want to fucking die. im stuck and have nowhere else and my relationship with my boyfriend is jsut so toxic. he has explosive anxiety attacks which result in him yelling and slamming doors and neither of us can be left alone which is jsut fucking traumatizing bc we almost have to go to the bathroom together so one of us doesn't hurt or kill ourselves. in debating just going back to the fucking hospital because at least its not here. i dont know what to do im just exhausted all the time