Chiisai

Chiisai

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So I went out for a ride looking for fresh young coconuts to pair it with SN later on my attempt. After I got home, my mother called and reminded me that tomorrow is my dad's birthday. Haha I dont want to traumatize my dad by CTBing on his birthday but I find it hard to plan on doing it days after that too. Oh well its funny how sometimes fate can play with us. Guess I'll just postpone for now and drink these young coconuts else it'll spoil.
 
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Rogue Proxy

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Hope you find the best young coconuts, or get best brand of coconut water, when you're ready to CTB.
 
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Coconuts? For what?

Also, sorry about all this, man. Hugs.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

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Coconuts? For what?

Also, sorry about all this, man. Hugs.
Was experimenting on SN water alternatives to mask the saltiness of SN.
Coconuts? For what?

Also, sorry about all this, man. Hugs.
Was experimenting on SN water alternatives to mask the saltiness of
Hope you find the best young coconuts, or get best brand of coconut water, when you're ready to CTB.
Just bought em fresh. I came a cross a farmer who happens to have just freshly harvested their tree. The natural sweetness of young coconut water will surely mask SN's saltiness.
 
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Was experimenting on SN water alternatives to mask the saltiness of SN.

Was experimenting on SN water alternatives to mask the saltiness of

Just bought em fresh. I came a cross a farmer who happens to have just freshly harvested their tree. The natural sweetness of young coconut water will surely mask SN's saltiness.
some say electrolytes may interfere, sorry to say.
 
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juraviel

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Oh really? How? Does it change SN into some other substance?
no. just may impact absorption to some extent. it's something you'll come across SS if you search for sn enough. i'm not sure why (although you're probably good, don't worry too much about it)
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

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no. just may impact absorption to some extent. it's something you'll come across SS if you search for sn enough. i'm not sure why (although you're probably good, don't worry too much about it)
I see. Ive read that SN itself reduces electrolyte absorption. But I believe the matter of electrolyte absorption is of no sense already when one wants to CTB. Haha. As long as SN doesnt turn into another substance with the coconut water, I think its fine.
 
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I see. Ive read that SN itself reduces electrolyte absorption. But I believe the matter of electrolyte absorption is of no sense already when one wants to CTB. Haha. As long as SN doesnt turn into another substance with the coconut water, I think its fine.
I love your posts, you stay positive despite trying to kill yourself lol. You are a strong personality. Are you living alone?
 
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Chiisai

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I love your posts, you stay positive despite trying to kill yourself lol. You are a strong personality. Are you living alone?
Oh thanks! Tired of being sad all the time, might as well laugh till I drop dead. Haha. Well staying in sadness doesnt benefit me at all same with staying "here". I take comfort that I will leave soon so I take everything less serious now. :)) im not living alone that is why its kinda hard to CTB but I dont want to be a bother to anyone anymore with my stay.
 
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Oh thanks! Tired of being sad all the time, might as well laugh till I drop dead. Haha. Well staying in sadness doesnt benefit me at all same with staying "here". I take comfort that I will leave soon so I take everything less serious now. :)) im not living alone that is why its kinda hard to CTB but I dont want to be a bother to anyone anymore with my stay.
I also do not live alone, it's sad, it is much easier to commit ctb when you are alone
 
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Chiisai

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I also do not live alone, it's sad, it is much easier to commit ctb when you are alone
Yeah. I feel you. I have to think how it might affect them seeing me CTBed. And honestly, its making me feel guilty. But I also feel that me staying is slowly poisoning them with my negativities and such so, I'll have to choose between the lesser evils.
 
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It is understandable, not wanting to ctb on someone elses birthday. I can imagine it must be frustrating having to delay plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Chiisai

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It is understandable, not wanting to ctb on someone elses birthday. I can imagine it must be frustrating having to delay plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Thanks. I really just want to leave asap. Im even ok if its not intentional. I just want peace now.
 
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