shadow999
Student
- Sep 6, 2024
- 106
I was going to CTB earlier this week, needed to work on my method. I don't want it to fail. SI can be such a pain and I'm anticpating
a lot of anxiety as a result of SI during the attempt, which if successful shouldn't take long.
Also want to make sure I have reasonably exhausted any possibility of getting better. IMO I do not see it happening.
Psychosis has ruined my life. Wish I had better mental health education growing up.
I am not even a husk of what I used to be.
Tried therapy on and off for the past 12 years and tried an outpatient program based off of behavioral activation for the past 6 months.
Just quit it because it was not working. IMO psych meds do nothing and I even tried ECT, no lasting effect.
Tired of the suffering and constant anguish. Just want to be at peace or something like that.
Miss how I used to think and feel but it doesn't seem like I can have that back.
Thanks for reading.
a lot of anxiety as a result of SI during the attempt, which if successful shouldn't take long.
Also want to make sure I have reasonably exhausted any possibility of getting better. IMO I do not see it happening.
Psychosis has ruined my life. Wish I had better mental health education growing up.
I am not even a husk of what I used to be.
Tried therapy on and off for the past 12 years and tried an outpatient program based off of behavioral activation for the past 6 months.
Just quit it because it was not working. IMO psych meds do nothing and I even tried ECT, no lasting effect.
Tired of the suffering and constant anguish. Just want to be at peace or something like that.
Miss how I used to think and feel but it doesn't seem like I can have that back.
Thanks for reading.