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heavysoul

don’t want to die, don’t want to live
Feb 5, 2025
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Hey guys, I hope this isn't against the rules— I checked and it doesn't seem like planning to make an outside chat is against the rules.

Proceeding with this assumption, I'm interested in making a chat on discord or somewhere to talk and make friends with people around my age (I'm 18 nb) where we can support each other and interact within a smaller community.

Some things about me are that I'm from the US and I'm a college student, I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts for about 2 years now and have participated in numerous mental health interventions from one-on-one therapy to IOP groups to psych wards, etc. I've been suspected to have BPD by a psychiatrist, and while I have no formal diagnosis, I do feel I may meet the criteria.
I feel pretty committed to recovering, especially for my friends and family's sake, as I can't imagine their upset, grief, and disappointment if I ever did ctb.
But still, life is a struggle and the horrors persist, making it ever so hard to maintain my goals and look for a brighter future.

So if any of that resonates with you, feel free to pm me and tell me a bit about yourself and if I get enough people I may start a group chat!
 
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The_Hunter

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Nov 30, 2024
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Hope your recovery goes well <3 best of luck, friend ^^
 
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