Want to go but need to hold on a bit longer

[museumofthunder]

things have been pretty bad again lately. Ive noticed its lulls, really-- some days are ok, some are awful. Rarely do i get a good day, ever. I want to do it already but i have plans for the holidays in two weeks. Theyre stressing me out too because i just want it all to be perfect. I wish i could leave sooner but i dont want to hurt people. Im not sure what else to do at this point, how to wait things out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I get that it's tiring feeling so trapped in this existence when you just wish to be free, but anyway best wishes, it's really understandable just wanting to be gone.