WANT TO CTB SOOOOOOOO BAD

[Unattainable666]

I want to ctb so badly!!!! The only thing I worry about is failure and living as a vegetable. If I could do something (that I could afford) that I knew would do the job, I would be there. And then there is my cat ... she has liver cancer and is dying. Once she is gone I will have no one. I don't want to be in this miserable world anymore. My method is carbon monoxide I believe it might be foolproof but then I keep thinking what if it doesn't work? I don't want to go to a hospital. SOrry just ranting just fucking hate my life wish more than anything to die. I'm older so maybe I should wait it out ,but I don't want to be around that long. Okay enough of my bitching. thanks for listening.

 

[unnormal9]

SOOOOOOO DOOOO I.

 

[FuneralCry]

Failing ctb sounds so horrific to me and is exactly what I fear, it's such a cruel, hellish world we exist in where we cannot just peacefully pass away without risks and complications. I also despise existing and I see it as being such an undeserved punishment feeling trapped here, but anyway I wish you the best.