SummerDreamer
Member
- Jun 1, 2020
- 40
I can't bare to live another week, but my benzos and rope are yet to arrive for at least another 7 days :(( how do I stop myself from impulsively trying to ctb? Every day just feels like an eternity and drawn-out torture. I could just get drunk and there's some ropes in my dads garage. I was thinking about just doing it tonight. But I know it's better to plan it even though it's so hard to wait :(