Eudaimonic
I want to fade away.
- Aug 11, 2023
- 329
I'm tired of the unending pain and misery of being alive and I want to just CTB and get it over with because I know that no matter what i do that's what fate has in store for me, but I lack the executive function and energy levels to plan and follow through with it. My circumstances further complicate this since I live with my parents and sister and don't really leave my house and I don't have my license, limiting the methods I can access and use. I'm thinking of trying to get a gun this summer, but at this rate I don't think I will be able to actually do so.
Who else here is struggling/has struggled with this? Do you have any tips for overcoming it? This is the main obstacle to CTBing for me and I need to find some way around it.
Who else here is struggling/has struggled with this? Do you have any tips for overcoming it? This is the main obstacle to CTBing for me and I need to find some way around it.