want to cbt, si is too strong

[freaky.kay]

kinda just exactly what it says. idk why i can't bring myself to do anything. the closest i ever got was tightening a belt around my neck, but even then, i scrambled to get it off right away. idk how to stop it

 

[magician99]

Sleeping pills and alcohol will help against the SI.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If you want my honest opinion, it sounds to me like you're not quite ready to go. Probably still have a little hope you're clinging to. Still have hope for things getting better for you in life. Hope is a bitch. Hope leaves when hope is ready to leave. You can just make all hope go away just like that. Unfortunately, you'll probably have to endure a bunch more BS in life, and chip away the last remaining bit of hope, piece by piece, a little at a time, until it is finally all gone. Sorry.

 

[former forum user J]

If you want my honest opinion, it sounds to me like you're not quite ready to go. Probably still have a little hope you're clinging to. Still have hope for things getting better for you in life. Hope is a bitch. Hope leaves when hope is ready to leave. You can just make all hope go away just like that. Unfortunately, you'll probably have to endure a bunch more BS in life, and chip away the last remaining bit of hope, piece by piece, a little at a time, until it is finally all gone. Sorry.

Don't listen to this. Keep your hope alive and keep going. As someone who just lost all their hopes and dreams, I wish I still had some.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Don't listen to this. Keep your hope alive and keep going. As someone who just lost all their hopes and dreams, I wish I still had some.

Perhaps, if you want to save someone, your comments would be better placed in the "Recovery" section. This is the "Suicide Discussion" section.

Don't listen to this. Keep your hope alive and keep going. As someone who just lost all their hopes and dreams, I wish I still had some.

Are you one of those anti-choicers?

 

[freaky.kay]

If you want my honest opinion, it sounds to me like you're not quite ready to go. Probably still have a little hope you're clinging to. Still have hope for things getting better for you in life. Hope is a bitch. Hope leaves when hope is ready to leave. You can just make all hope go away just like that. Unfortunately, you'll probably have to endure a bunch more BS in life, and chip away the last remaining bit of hope, piece by piece, a little at a time, until it is finally all gone. Sorry.

that makes an unfortunate amount of sense... thank you tho!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

that makes an unfortunate amount of sense... thank you tho!

Hopes a fickle bitch. Hope leaves when hope is good and ready to leave. It's different for everybody. Realistically, hope may never leave. It really depends on what your breaking point is. Unfortunately, you'll just have to ride it out and see where things go. In the meantime, you can get some solace in knowing that a whole bunch of us are pretty much in the same boat - waiting on that last vestige of hope to fade. It's not all that bad to commiserate with the rest of us. We can all wait together.

 

[former forum user J]

Perhaps, if you want to save someone, your comments would be better placed in the "Recovery" section. This is the "Suicide Discussion" section.

Are you one of those anti-choicers?

I don't know what that is. Hundred percent suicide is the individuals choice.

Nones got on this forum for shits and giggles. I almost died this morning. But I don't want to die.
I'm now going to the hospital for a routine check up acting like everything is normal! I messed up my only ife!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Nones got on this forum for shits and giggles. I almost died this morning. But I don't want to die.

You got on this forum for "shits and giggles"? You do understand this is a Suicide forum, right? Shits and giggles has no place in a suicide forum.

But I don't want to die.

Then why, may I ask, are you on a Suicide Forum? To talk people out of it?

 

[suicidalloser]

If you want my honest opinion, it sounds to me like you're not quite ready to go.

No, it sounds like the typical SI interference. body will always try to resist in some capacity whatever method aggravates it the most.

Then why, may I ask, are you on a Suicide Forum? To talk people out of it?

Them—to spill more pro-life babble beneath the unheralded guise.

shits and giggles.

Only an idiot says things like that. Such a reddit term.

 

[Misfit72]

CTB, not CBT, which stands for 'Cognitive Behavioural Therapy', though it'd more appropriately stand for 'Complete Bloody Travesty' or 'Criminal Breach of Trust'.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If you want my honest opinion, it sounds to me like you're not quite ready to go. Probably still have a little hope you're clinging to. Still have hope for things getting better for you in life. Hope is a bitch. Hope leaves when hope is ready to leave. You can just make all hope go away just like that. Unfortunately, you'll probably have to endure a bunch more BS in life, and chip away the last remaining bit of hope, piece by piece, a little at a time, until it is finally all gone. Sorry.

No, it sounds like the typical SI interference. body will always try to resist in some capacity whatever method aggravates it the most.

No. What I said.

 

[DesolateSouls]

You got on this forum for "shits and giggles"? You do understand this is a Suicide forum, right? Shits and giggles has no place in a suicide forum.

Then why, may I ask, are you on a Suicide Forum? To talk people out of it?

Pretty sure they meant "no one is on this forum for shits and giggles" and then said they almost died from CTB this morning, alluding to that fact.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Pretty sure they meant "no one is on this forum for shits and giggles" and then said they almost died from CTB this morning, alluding to that fact.

They did. I read it again. Thanks for the correction.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When you are ready to leave you will find the strength needed to defeat SI. I hope you can find peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it awful how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult, it's certainly like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering and keep us trapped here, I wish that it was much easier to finally escape from everything.

 

[freaky.kay]

CTB, not CBT, which stands for 'Cognitive Behavioural Therapy', though it'd more appropriately stand for 'Complete Bloody Travesty' or 'Criminal Breach of Trust'.

oh yeah, oops. "catch bus the" lol