Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
Every day that passes, Im stagnating further and further. Im torn between hanging on and ending it now however ironic it may be that I have nothing more to hope or hold on to. I feel like walking away from home tonight and wander towards anywhere my feet can take me just out of people's eyes. Maybe a field of green grass, a small stream by the countryside, or just float on a beach. If only I could just disappear quietly to end this torment once and for all, I will finally be at peace for I pray this everyday. I have been always the one who understands yet longing only to be understood but never have been. I wish in the next life if there is, that I wont have the same issues.
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