Shaw

Shaw

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Dec 22, 2019
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Have you ever snapped out of it and found yourself in the middle of nowhere bc you apparently walked without knowing?
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
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All the time. It happens everywhere. In and out of my appartement. Once during high school I wandered all the way up to a small forest on the edge of my hometown and I didn't even know that forest existed.
I wish I killed myself right there and then.
 
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Shaw

Shaw

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Dec 22, 2019
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All the time. It happens everywhere. In and out of my appartement. Once during high school I wandered all the way up to a small forest on the edge of my hometown and I didn't even know that forest existed.
I wish I killed myself right there and then.
How did you find your way back from the forest?
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
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All the time. It happens everywhere. In and out of my appartement. Once during high school I wandered all the way up to a small forest on the edge of my hometown and I didn't even know that forest existed.
I wish I killed myself right there and then.
Well I didn't exactly go in, more like I stood on the edge between it and the town so could orientate myself back home because of familiar buildings. I just had no idea it was ever there because in my then 16 years of life I've never been to the other side of those buildings.
But I do remember contemplating whether to run away and die of starvation there or buy a strong rope and hang myself there.
Killing myself back then would have spared me a lot of pain.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Yep, I have done this a few times, one time I ended up on the edge of a bridge for 8 hours!
It's like my brain just switches off and my body goes into auto pilot
 
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