it's_all_a_game
I remember...death in the afternoon...
- Nov 7, 2020
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Every-time I go to sleep at night now, I hope that when I wake up, I'm in a better place, a better time period, a better world. The fun friendship and laughter of my childhood novels and the glittering nightlife of my favourite bands from 36 years ago. But I open my eyes each morning to this same crappy apartment, same crappy economic system, same crappy society & it's driving me nuts. I feel more suicidal than ever before, knowing my dreams of existing in a world worth living in won't come true. I feel so tempted to take my SN, even though I know it's an awful idea with my mom home, because waking up to this disappointing planet is wearing on me.