erdbeeren
Student
- Oct 13, 2021
- 100
I was intent on ctb two days ago, but backed out at the last minute. Why must I be like this??
Been suicidal since age 9 and it's a miracle (or curse) that I'm still alive to this day. I actually had some hope for things to get better one day, but much of it was just wishful thinking.
I know I'll do it one day. Likely one in the near future. Just a few more things need to be in order, then I'll return to peace.
Been suicidal since age 9 and it's a miracle (or curse) that I'm still alive to this day. I actually had some hope for things to get better one day, but much of it was just wishful thinking.
I know I'll do it one day. Likely one in the near future. Just a few more things need to be in order, then I'll return to peace.