Venting Waiting

[Clover]

it's so hard.
I have to wait approx 1-2 weeks for what I need for my preferred method and I have everything I need for my 2 back up methods on hand.
I have to wait for the more reliable and 100% successful option but it's so hard. Using the 8/10 back ups is so tempting. I know I need to wait and I know it's what I need to do to ensure 100% success but argh!!!!

 

[bigj75]

 

[Deutsch]

if you want to kill time you can try sleeping a lot, benzos helps

 

[Hanger]

Yes it´s really hard to wait for the final moment

 

[bigj75]

if you want to kill time you can try sleeping a lot, benzos helps

I had used to sleep 12+ hours a day at one point due to depression.