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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
Some people want to CTB but dont have the methods to do it there are free ways but some people are afraid of jumping let yourself in fire or hanging up some people want to go painless quick and easy unfortunately the best methods cost money not everybody can get a gun , SN or poison i cant want to CTB but i dont have the money its unfair and a sad reality
 
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Myl

Anhedonia.
Jan 23, 2019
3,219
Yeah this has been me the past 5 years really.
I have had no reliable method but I really feel deperate I want to kms so much.
For me it's not money but living with family that has been preventing me from dying for so long.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,154
It is a very depressing world we live in. We are forced to exist without choice and we are denied the option to peacefully exit this world. It is cruel how people are expected to suffer for decades against their wishes. I have never wanted to be alive but yet I am trapped in this world because of a lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. More than anything I wish I was never born in the first place as then I would not have to deal with this life.
 
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Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
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it is definitely unfair. Poor suicidal people usually have it worse. peaceful methods should be cheap and accessible to all adults. It is a human right
 
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lonerclown666

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Dec 1, 2020
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It is a very depressing world we live in. We are forced to exist without choice and we are denied the option to peacefully exit this world. It is cruel how people are expected to suffer for decades against their wishes. I have never wanted to be alive but yet I am trapped in this world because of a lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. More than anything I wish I was
Yeah this has been me the past 5 years really.
I have had no reliable method but I really feel deperate I want to kms so much.
For me it's not money but living with family that has been preventing me from dying for so long.

never born in the first place as then I would not have to deal with this life.
My parents are the reason why i dont CTB yet they are good people and my death would devastate them
 
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