KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
It's been 24 days since I ordered SN and presumably still on its way.
I hope it comes soon.
Im just wasting time at this point.
if it arrives next week, it will be my last week.
I just know that with how unsatisfactory my life is to me, there is nothing to hold me back.
Things are so bad they feel like a lost cause to me and I've given up.
Since death end up within my close proximity,
I feel a mix of emotions and it's rather strange to me.
I notice some changes in my habits such as now overeating,
Increased reliance on alcohol,
Mood is super weird, i haven't felt depressed for a long time, and also mixed with a bit of confusion in between.
Behaviour wise, I suspect I'm becoming slightly more impulsive and irritable.
Im becoming less interested in things.
There's a sense of detachment that comes with death.
Nothing matters anymore.
It's as if I'm already dead.
I hope it comes soon.
Im just wasting time at this point.
if it arrives next week, it will be my last week.
I just know that with how unsatisfactory my life is to me, there is nothing to hold me back.
Things are so bad they feel like a lost cause to me and I've given up.
Since death end up within my close proximity,
I feel a mix of emotions and it's rather strange to me.
I notice some changes in my habits such as now overeating,
Increased reliance on alcohol,
Mood is super weird, i haven't felt depressed for a long time, and also mixed with a bit of confusion in between.
Behaviour wise, I suspect I'm becoming slightly more impulsive and irritable.
Im becoming less interested in things.
There's a sense of detachment that comes with death.
Nothing matters anymore.
It's as if I'm already dead.