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ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
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now that I'm ready to cbt, waiting for the right time is hell. constant urges to throw the plan away and just go for it without a second thought are clouding my mind.
all that's left is buying the antacids and booking the hotel room, I just have to wait for my parents to travel, which will happen within three or four weeks. they used to travel all weekend, but as soon as my SN arrived our house reforms began and now I'm stuck with them without having the privacy to cbt.
don't know how to keep calm while I wait, I won't write a letter so there is nothing to do really.
how to cope?
all that's left is buying the antacids and booking the hotel room, I just have to wait for my parents to travel, which will happen within three or four weeks. they used to travel all weekend, but as soon as my SN arrived our house reforms began and now I'm stuck with them without having the privacy to cbt.
don't know how to keep calm while I wait, I won't write a letter so there is nothing to do really.
how to cope?