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Me Me Me
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- May 9, 2022
- 24
After much thought I am going to try VSED. I'm already on my second day without eating or drinking. I have taken some extreme measures to achieve my goal, I have thrown away practically all the food I had in the house and I have turned off almost all the water taps. I only turned on the shower faucet to bath. If things get bad I will cut off all the water in the house from the pipe directly. I have enough cigarettes and marijuana to not have to go out for at least a month. I live alone and endure long periods of time without seeing anyone. I have weeks ahead, unless I want to I won't be able to be found.
To clarify, this method is my last option, I have a terrible fear of all other cbt methods and this is the only one that I see as "peaceful" (although I know that the symptoms will inevitably become hellish). I hope this is my end. I would appreciate any advice from you. Wish me luck.
To clarify, this method is my last option, I have a terrible fear of all other cbt methods and this is the only one that I see as "peaceful" (although I know that the symptoms will inevitably become hellish). I hope this is my end. I would appreciate any advice from you. Wish me luck.