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headinghome

Experienced
Apr 11, 2019
205
Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....
 
housecat

housecat

Member
Apr 5, 2019
86
Sounds too traumatic and risky for whoever hits you too. Perhaps take some time to get your thoughts straight and research methods.
 
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Jolene40

Specialist
Oct 6, 2018
370
Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....

Have you got anything you can take to help calm your mind. I know these drugs are all dodgy but something like a valium. I lnow how desparate you feel i honestly do. But you're more likely to mess it up if you are thinking manically. Have your friends or husband suggested or tried some sort of mental health facility? I don't know what its like in the usa compared to here - whether you get carted off after suicide attempts and if theyre aware of your desires
Have you got anything you can take to help calm your mind. I know these drugs are all dodgy but something like a valium. I lnow how desparate you feel i honestly do. But you're more likely to mess it up if you are thinking manically. Have your friends or husband suggested or tried some sort of mental health facility? I don't know what its like in the usa compared to here - whether you get carted off after suicide attempts and if theyre aware of your desires

I am not advocating mental health facility btw! Quite the opposite
 
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....

I understand how you feel. I've often visioned myself jumping out of whatever moving car I'm sitting in. Along with it being gruesome and painful, it also wouldn't work unless a car ran over you after but it's best not to get others involved in your death.
 

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